May nagbabasa pa ba dito?

Right now, this is by far the freakist shit in my life. Its so shitty I can't even believe that its real. Fuck! Im not gonna go into details but I'm gonna rant vaguely, so let me fucking be! Taena talaga, I thought things like these only happen in the movies but fuck, when it rains, shit pours. I'm trying to assess everything that I've been doing, yes there is karma. Or malas? pero solid lagi. Just be glad that all of you fucks still haven't gotten to that point where your dreams will slowly fade and you will slowly start to realize that there is no point in believing, that you are no longer capable of enjoying any freedom because all your decisions are directed to a certain shit that will forever encumber your life. Be happy that you can still enjoy the fullness of your youth. One very very stupid shit mistake and thats it. Fuck! And fuck again! Why am I saying all these, I don't exactly know what I'm doing, but fuck you for your peace of mind. Im not angry at anyone, this is just a dream and Im going to wake up tomorrow to find everything back in its place. Who am I fucking kidding? Ano gagawin mo kung malaman mo na tangina pala! Fight it, have courage, no you can't because you are completely FUCKED!

ok, im done

Currently feeling: this is not real

whats up? tawag ka lang ng inuman. ganyan din ako mehn. Ako nga gigising lang one day tas parang dboys for life nga ba talaga? hahaha ayos lang. kung gets nyo to magsosorry kayo pero ayos lang. kasalanan ko .pero kung mahal nyo ko talaga alam niyo na masasaktan ako tas kung gagawin nyo pa rin eh ano ba namang klaseng for life yan? pero ayos lang hahaha. life's a bitch. pero if there's one thing i can take from the things that happened, its that PUTANGINA KAHIT ANONG MANGYARE HINDI KO MAIIWAN DBOYS. hindi man lang ako nagalet. NASAKTAN LANG PUTA. weird. wala nga ako karapatan pero kung mahal niyo ko hindi niyo sasabihin sakin yon. putangina. at natutunan ko rin na IM FUCKING TAKING WHAT I WANT. wag nyo na lang ako ganitohin ulit boys. pinaka mahal ko kayo pero gusto niyo ba talga malaman yung extent? for life boys. sa susunod tago niyo na lang. wag niyo na sabihin hahahahaha. DBOYS FOR LIFE

i read this sa isang shirt G.A.P. (God Allows Problems). whatever we are going through, may connection naman yun lahat. para sa atin. test lang sila. well, depende sa degree ng problema. pero isa lang uuwian nyan. character. nabi build character natin through problems na nae encounter natin. pero kelangan ng faith. so tiis lang. magp pay off lahat.

ok rin naman mag rant. just to air your problems out. andito naman lang tayong lahat para sa isat isa eh. always. swerte nga tayo may barkada tayong ganito eh. kahit kupal lahat, may side naman tayong "pamilya" eh. di ba?

pare, na kick out nga akong ateneo law eh. pero tuloy pa rin. pinakinggan ko lang yung mga taong may magandang sinabi sa akin (red, poy, paw, sa mga putanginang nag look down sa akin, makikita nyo. hehehe) may time na kelangan mo mamili ng sagot/gagawin sa problema mo. basta don't let your problems weigh you down and define who you are. tangina. actually, wala naman akong problema, masarap buhay ko and nakikilala ko sarili ko more everyday. nararamdaman ko lang pain nyo through your entries. so nagsh share lang ako. hehehe. so whatever your problems are (i know they are not that trivial anymore kasi matatanda na tayo, wag nyo kalimutan andito lang kami. anjan lang din si God. oo, mejo cliche, pero in times of need, you can't deny that fact. pray lang. hingi ng tulong kung may kelangan. after all, ano pang use ng putangenang isang dekada ng pagkakakilala natin kung di natin aabusuhin ang isat isa.