hoy pucha ano na nangyayari jan? umaalis na lahat ah. napalog in lng ako sa tabulas just to check wats goin on ther. d2 na lng ako nagiging updated eh plus my frequent chats wth poy. kakalungkot ah. sya lng nkakachat ko eh. sori dun sa mga nagbbuzz sakin sa YM. d ako sumasagot minsan kc 2log ako or may pasok ako. d ko pinapatay pc ko eh.

anyway, kng may pakielam pa kyo sakin, i dont knw if u heard d news about me goin 2 australia. d na 2loy. change of plans. sa london na ko magaaral. pero d na ko 1st year ulit. tanina pangatlong taon ko na naging 1st yr eh.

 kaya d ako makauwi ngaun june eh. sa december na ko uuwi.  badtrp. nalulungkot pa dn ako d2 even if i hav my own friends around me. astig dn nman sila eh. pero siempre iba dboys. tangina sobra nga ko nalungkot ng nakikita ko un mga pic nyo kng saan saang beaches. i jst wish i was there.

nakakamis un mga inuman days, tambay sa bench, kela erap, puerto, bora, tagaytay n dami pang iba. un nga un nakakalungkot sakin eh, d ko na maalala un lahat ng mga gimik n mga kalokohan jan. kaya old skul lng un mga masasabi ko eh. d ko na alam mga trip nyo jan.

 ang alam ko lng may mga magaalisan nanaman. i dont knw abt u guys but i promised myself im goin bak there for gud. siempre trabaho muna pro babalik ako jan.

 sa ngaun nagppart time job lng ako. bar tending, waitering. pra makasave ako. cge un lng.

mis na mis ko na kyo. excited na ko umuwi jan sa december. makikita ko nnman kayo!! hehe kahit one month lng.

 cge na. nalulungkot lng ako habang nagttype ako eh. naalala ko un pinas days ko wth u guys. d na ko mashado magssenti.

solid pa dn dapat. wala kong alam na barkada na kasing solid ng dboys na naaalala ko. 

 

this is so fuckin bullshit

im fucking tyrd of this relationship, love is just so fuckin overrated. its bliss to be swept by this feeling, but there's always a facade to cover reality. love is nothing more but our inner religion, our commitment to something beyond ourselves which presents itself to be incomprehensible from the start. But we have our own identity and the feeling of love would not define our future and direction. everything might be bullshit. hail to the players, keep it cold blooded. its time to stop on investings our feelings. Keep it light and leave no remorse. hahaha! tangina, yoko na maging seryoso kahit kelan ampotah! fuck it! love is nothing more than feeling good about oneself. everything else falls apart.

I dont want relationships, i just want BANG! BANG! BANG!

Currently listening to: the devil
Currently reading: yo mama
Currently watching: yo dada
Currently feeling: numb

You know what it's like getting up
every morning? Feeling HOPELESS, feeling
like the love of your life is waking up with
the wrong man. But, at the same time
hoping that she STILL finds happiness,
even if it's NEVER going to be with YOU.

no more investments. love makes you weak.

you know what's worse than knowing she's waking up with the wrong guy? waiting for it to happen. and knowing that there's ABSOLUTELY nothing you can do to stop it.

Why? cause love makes you weak. you care for others and neglect your own happiness. its time to be selfish! playahs pukinangina!

wait for me to will it to happen. ill right everything in one blow. ill finish this shit.   

courage, selfishness, the will to do what is RIGHT. wait for it fuckers.

once bitten by a vamp, is there no turning back? it seems all you can do now is spread the wickedness upon mortals.

as your phallic fangs penetrate one woman after another, it's sad to hear that your hunger will, perhaps, never be satisfied.

every one of us will encouter his/her own vampire in their lives that may doom him/her of dire change...but at the same time, BE AWAKE for that one antidote... and you may witness life's glorious rays once again.

Currently listening to: dishwalla - angels or devils (piano acoustic)