Red

Nico

Jun

Popoy

Arianne

Currently listening to: okatokat
Currently watching: master of disguise
Currently feeling: horny

although we are dboys through and through, this blog site is for a special variety of dboys, kameng mga SINGLES! in popoy's case, wala yun, parang single na rin kung kumilos! (miche di siya chikboy, blechh di rin naman kaya anyway) so pano to? magkukuwento lang kame ng stuf? wats der to tell. tambay lang ng tambay. walang chiks. stuck with each other. disclaimer lang. oryt...

Currently listening to: junboy raiding nico's ref
Currently watching: discovery channel
Currently feeling: horny

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can
carve wonderful images into the soul that always
last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most
wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give
you joy and strength. But sometimes the things
that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you
need
to hold on and holding on when you need to let go.
We lose someone we love only when we are
destined to find someone else who can love us
even more than we can love ourselves. On falling
out of love, take some time to heal and then get
back on the ride. But don't ever make the same
mistake of riding the same one that threw you the
first time.

For all the heartaches and the tears, for
depressing
days and wasted years, you should give thanks,
for you know, that they are the things that
helped you grow. Loving someone means giving
him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads
towards you or away from you. Love is a painful
risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter
how scary or painful, for only then you'll
experience the fullness of humanity and that is
love.

Currently feeling: depressed

haven't slept yet, ansakit ng sunburn ko arrrrrggghh!! I had a LOT of time to think about stuff, ewan just some stuff..

so, ive decided to go to lawschool after college. I heard its going to be four straight years of hell, no sem breaks no summer no slacking off, especially if I plan to go to ateneo. after that i'll start looking forward to my death coz its all downhill from there.. maaariage.. cheeeldren.. careeer...  

Ive been paranoid about this since third year hs, e incoming senior na ,pocha palapit ng palapit! I used to tell the people closest to me nga that I would die at the age of thirty. I dunno exactly how ill die, pero I used to believe that If I sent out the message and if it somehow stuck to ppls minds our unharnessed collective psychic energies would make it happen, kaya I told my closest friends and girlfriends. ka plop! tumba na lang yan. I cant stand the thought of growing old! fucking wrinkles, knees giving in. the whole deal sucks tsong.

 Pero i dunno..technically, we all start to die the moment we are born. and philosophy sorta kinda made me change my outlook.  soooooo binabawi ko na yung die at the age of thirty shit ko. shet sana kaya pa! anyway, there's toys for the big boys, ABL legends division, VIAGRA (wahoo!!!), and my dad's good looking minus fifteen years genes. and if ever supot nga talaga tumanda, Ive still got at least 9 good years left, no sense it wasting time!

eeeenywaaay...   much more pressing is our pukinanginang graduation! since this summer looks as if its going to be the last one for most of us (juuuuunnnboooyyy) weve decided to make the most of it. dboys puro Bahala na lang yan, keyogs, kahit ano, BNG, so I think itl be better if we put it in writing. Ok boys?

Currently listening to: jun jun snoring like a fucking TRUCK
Currently watching: jjredick of duke
Currently feeling: horny

syet, i overslept again. while red and jun stayed up all night working on this site, natulog lang ako. sayang. last night pa naman namin coz may pasok pa ako and malamang it will be awyl til papayagan lumabas ulit si jun (long story. kwento mo na lang jun). and when i woke up at 3 this afternoon, reality quickly set in. kakadpress. kakaguilty. pucha, holy thursday and good friday nasa batangas kming apat, umiinom, etc.. (oh yeah, we went to batangas, details later na lang, long story rin) so yun, i felt so guilty for my non observance of holy week. anyway, to make up for it, i'l be goin to 830 vigilant mass later and 630 easter sunday mass tom morning. eheh

and yeah, one more thing, after a fun waryor impromptu spontaneous bng trip to batangas, i realized i have a debate and long test on monday, another long test on tuesday, and 3 papers due on friday. not to mention ndi pa yun finals week. fuck. stress. keyogs. sanay nako.

i guess it's non-stop studying for me for 2 weeks. please, wala munang magyayaya ng biglaan na gimik, you know me, i just can't say no. haha

just wanna get this over with muna. dont have time to think about my future yet like red. my current insight on life right now is BNG!

Currently listening to: DROP THE PRESSURE
Currently watching: queer eye
Currently feeling: labo

Wednesday, March 23. Red, Nico and Poy at Jack's Loft Wilson at 1am. (ndi pinayagan si Jun lumabas)

Red: Astig, kanina nag-gym ako, ni-rehab ko yung tuhod ko, parang Larry Fonacier! Haha! Tangina, gusto ko nga MAGSWIMMING e.

Nico: Tara, beach na lang tayo bukas! hehe!

Poy: Cge, subic or batangas!

Nico: May alam akong place sa batangas, hehe

Red: Tara!

Nico: Tara! anong oras tayo alis?

Poy: Mamaya, mga 4! hehe!

Nico: Tawagan nyo si Jun!

Poy: (kausap si Jun sa phone) Jun! gusto mo magbatangas?

Jun: Kelan?

Poy: Ummm..... IN 3 HOURS? hehehehehe!

Jun: Cge!!

Red, Nico, Poy: YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

to be continued....

so i was asleep da whole day despite of my sunburn from our batangas trip, coz of course the vs just wont let go of my system. tas ayan, when I woke up dame nagtext, apparently everyone was bored. Kelly, my friend from Up wont let me sleep the night away, bored daw siya. so we went out on a "date" again, coz i dunno she's just fun to be with.

ok naman, we were having fun, punta kame Padi's point antipolo, ganda ng view, romantic and may fireworks pa. I like kelly,edi naman pero for some reason I cant help myself from missing this "other" girl and wishing I was with her instead. may mali na yata dito pre..  

I dont really know wats up with her, pero for some reason when we go out kelly always brings out the fact that she dates older, more mature men and she thinks I'm a bit "younger" than the other guys she dates. then she brags she feels she has the ability to gague how good a kisser a guy is just by looking at him. So I flirtingly say :"Sige nga. try and grade me". she looks at me with those wild eyes of hers, giggles and says... "Seven."

ouch. ok ok, so your obviously not that into me, pero ansakit nun ah! seven di ba bagsak yun sa ateneo? pasado daw yun sa up. hirit pa siya, chuckling "ummm..seven and a half maybe". I almost pulled her in and frenched her right then and there in front of all those people to prove her wrong! she's lucky I'm not like that, although she really knows how to get a guy right in the gut. anyway ok na rin, she says her last boyfriend was a "two", baka bad breath hehe. She was also going on about how rich the other guys she dated are, sory na lang ah! waryor to eh, spleeet zeee bill please.

ok lang, I had fun, Im thinking of going out more, on real dates next time, yung ako yung mag ask out, ako magbayad etc. and with the girl I really wanna be with. kelly was fun though, saya kasama and really interesting to talk to. a breath of fresh air.

actually, hindi rin pala. while I was bringing her home she took out her perfume and started spraying away. pukinangina I almost died. FYI, I'm allergic to strong scents. If I was wit gi she would know that.

Currently watching: my weight
Currently feeling: down

 

   

hmmm...is this a sign of na nagmamature na dboys? hehe, i guess not, dboys will always be boys..hehe..anyway, like the rest of the San Juan boys, i did nothing but sleep. i sleep 5 pm friday then woke up 10 am saturday, cyempre di un direcho, i ate then slept. buhay baboy. anyway, woke up at ten ate breakfast, played xbox,slept again then at around 2 pm, miche called and gusto daw nya lumabas. So, we did, she picked me up as usual and we ended up at shang with her family ate at CPK, libre nila of course and at around 7 pm, we had nothin else to do, so we went to pier one at ortigas and drank a couple of beers. Pucha, i didnt see it coming, 3 girls to 1 guy, i was being cornerned. Mga lalaki daw ganito,ganyan,blah,blah,blah....To a certain extent it was amusing pero at the same time, may mga frustrating comments nanagsusurface. Cant help but make stupid and maybe sexist remarks. The good thing though was, they didnt take it personally, sobrang light lang ang casual. i guess mas affected lang ako kse pinagtulungan ako. pucha. what can i say, kupal tlga ako kay miche. di ko mabigay hinihingi niya and still andyan parin cya...syet, what did i do to have someone like her..isa akong swerteng bobo na tao.. 

Nakakapanibago ba itong serious blog namin? Is it a drastic change from all our kagaguhans and kakupalans? Or are we just maturing? Nah! i doubt it. like poy said, dboys will always be dboys. trip lang namin toh, astig noh? kakaiba. hehe. or maybe it's the V's. ok, ok, we did take V's, but it's not a drug, its a sleeping aid! so ayos lang. we aint no adduks. v's is only considered a drug when you take 4 pills coupled with 2 red horse grandes. anyway, i read somewhere that certain drugs may unlock certain traits in you that you thought you never had (pwedeng negative or positive effect). for example, for certain people, taking E can open a certain part of your brain that can release your A.D.D.(attention deficit disorder). or something like that. i've also heard stories na nagbabago yung ugali ng ibang tao after they took E. well if that's the case, then it's a good thing positive yung effect ng v's samin as it unleashed our profound side.

deins! nangttrip lang kami!

anyway. it's all coming back for poy. red's back in the dating scene. wala na akong tohs partner, pero ayos lang, d naman nagmamaterialize ung tohs gameplans namin eh, hehe. pretty soon i'll be the only one sporting the "single's ring". ay, anjan pa pala si jun. hehe. poy, pasalubong sa china ah, gusto ko chinese schoolgirl

Currently watching: wild boys
Currently feeling: stressed

i give up. my body clock's ruined and am now officially nocturnal. im really feeling weird tonight. depressed pa ata. I duno, maybe because I was wit my cuzns kanina and dey wer all talkin so longterm and shit. rafys planning to move out, kuya jams goin bak to germany and chets working wit some politician. pucha they really fueled my future phobia! everyone around me's growing up! buti anjan pa dboys. and i duno tsongs, maybe we are growing up, konti lang naman. 

and i miss gi. yeps, i still miss her. during the days kaya ko hindi siya talaga isipin at all, pero its different sa gabi. no escape. and no, im not gna drink or take vs or watever tonyt. face off na pre, nag reresurface pa pala to. im so weird and scary, im browsing through her friendster ryt now haha!

hmmm. first time ko ata ginawa to ah.

"interested in meeting ppl for friends and activity partners". gud, ndi pa siya dating mode.

 "single". aaaaakkkk ang labo.

"im very trusting and madaldal, pero mellowed down na, cguro im getting older na. haha." oy!yan na naman yung growing up shit! arg!

wat da fuk am i doing? magagalit yun. ey, lam ko na wat I feel ryt now. pucha Im feeling so guilty. saka andun yung sayang eh di ba? we were so inlove. ok sobra senti  na nito, pero i promise first and last na so ok lang siguro. and hey, if i feel awkward afterwards, pwede ko naman i erase to di ba hehe.

i duno, i think no one knew how much we used to love each other. i think i owe it to her and to myself to let everyone know. olryt, i will. unless i finally sleep and forget abt her agen. hehehe 

 

   3 am. not yet asleep, cramming everything i have to fix before i leave. Resume, endorsement letters, etc. etc. adding up to red's frustration on growing up. i have no time right now to dwell on that, too much task at hand. must fix everything - for my enrollment, my practicum, my retention issue, gotta pack, gotta buy my rim of Marlboro Lights and gotta wake up at 7 am to start doing what i could have done weeks before. Procrastination! fuck syet. Sobrang hindi ko nafefeel china. i'm not excited at all. i want to go to Bora. bitin ang aming overnyt waryor mode escapade. thinking ahead, 1 full month of Jack and Poy, i bet wala ako maririnig kay jack other than NINA! NINA! NINA!..haha, and maybe somethings about airplanes, airports, guns..no offense jack, ayos lang tlga..hehe, naiimagine ko lang..the good thing though about this trip is that i would be out of the house. you all know how shitty it can get over here. i'm just glad that i dont have to put up with that for a month. oh well, always look on the bright side of life. blah. blah. blah. ARGH! badtrip dami pa gawin. pakshit!

Currently listening to: some techno/house/old school song
Currently reading: my resume
Currently watching: nothin

 

              V's.......

           waryors!

         in observation of Good Friday   

        Choco-choco-Chocoleit

 

 

slept at around 6 am, woke up 4 hrs later despite of the vs and alcohol. fucking tired and sleepy, FUCKING WASTED, just waiting for the vs to kick in. again. aduk! argh astig ng jamming namen, nakakamiss! galeng ni miko mag drums, ambilis ng kamay. (hmmm.... ) then we went to countryside and came up with a PLAN! yun, batangas daw tayo next next week, bahay ni miko, ride ko, beach front house, sakto nico's done with skul by then. letsgo, inuman na!

pucha nga pala i gota stop with this new hobby of mine, snooping around gi's friendster account! if anyone out there knows her blog site, tel me naman please hehe. cos i saw this latest testi from some guy who said HE had a LOT to say about gi that were "inappropriatley kinky, lamo na un.. hehe". eh!? im realy realy curious ah hehe

anyway, just got home from inuman wit two of my baby girls. downer ako at first, pero after beers we really had great converstaion and lotsa laughs. luv ya tsongs!

and nga pala, usap kame ni nuj last nyt, shet that fat guys got some deep DEEP thoughts. deep fried. too bad he writes like a waryor ata. hehe. i mis jak n poy already.jak n poy ! haha! oy boys yung batangas ah. di na natuloy cla benj sa puerto para makasama dito. and btw, poker nyt friday jef's house with authentic shuffleable chips daw good for at least 8 players. bring ur game, money, and alcohol. lets go summer time    

Currently listening to: barbie's everyday
Currently feeling: excascerbated

 

      24 hours into the trip, i set of clothing down, 4 cans of vienna sausage opened, 2 sachets of instant waryor coffee drank, and 2 showers later, its all starting to be a drag. the weather's cold, junboy will love it here. badtrip, we missed out on a free dinner last night, courtesy of rudy ang, badtrip. ayos lang, we went around..ohwell..here's another day..

 

just came from celeb with red and jun. swimming sa celeb... you know what that means... swimming in speedos! haha. tangina, minamanyak kming 2 ni red ng dalawang bading, staring at our baktits. hehehe. but for what its worth, at least it made our "bora-in-speedos" dream feasible. hehe. one step closer to our ultimate plan of partying in cocomangas in speedos dancing to the beat of Drop the Pressure with matching choreographed moves. hehehe.

Currently listening to: take a picture
Currently reading: China and the WTO
Currently feeling: stressed